why la like that?

Yesterday i had my dinner at Seoul garden, which costs approximately RM35 per person.

If i ate till i was full and it lasted me the entire night that would be okay.

But i had to cough, and puke everything i ate out.

Oh, for people who know me, i have the tendency to cough and make a puking sound, it really isn't intentional, it just became a habit i guess.

Gross... the last thing i ate was the green Pistachio ice cream,

and guess what came out first,

green slimy stuff.

Happy new year everyone!

Feelings...

i don't know where to start,

and i don't know where to end.

are u getting bored of facebook?

nothing else matters anymore

She received that call and she broke down into tears...
She went back and starting praying,
Everything is gonna be okay, everything is gonna be allright,
words are easier said than done,
because things are not all right...

They came to meet her,
she wiped off her tears and said,
be strong, be strong,
you have to put a strong front when you see him..

She burst into tears and dug her face into his arms,
Her mum said, "why are you crying?, you have to be strong in front of your dad"
And while saying that she was wiping off her tears,
I should be the one comforting,
Instead she was the one being comforted.

We have gone through this once,
and we can do it again!

Now nothing else matters anymore, except for him too be all right.

* please pray for my dad, results are not confirmed, but there are cancel cells in his prostrate*

herm...

yesterday i was really sad cause i got news from my mum that my dad isn't well again :-( he will be having his check-up this Friday... please help me pray for him!

i worked my butt of for my cyber-p, ( entrepreneurship subject), the business plan was such a pain, so today the results for the top 10 best teams came out, and my group is one of them! woo hoo! My business idea, named Moonlight Resonance Cinema is to create an outdoor cinema in Malacca. Competition is this Saturday, and the judges are from the Ministry from Entrepreneurship itself. Kanchongness....I will have to present if front of so many people...

Today i sat for my Microeconomics mid term test. Hopefully i did okay... was suppose to revise again after my 10 o'clock class today as my exam was at 2, but i chose to sleep instead, teehehehe...

I cooked mushroom and potato soup for dinner. it was good.

Okay now i have to go finish psychology assignment. bye.

update!! i wanted to blog about this earlier but i forgot, was doing my psychology assignment halfway and thought of it...

Just now in the evening, i went to Jusco, and went to the fitting room to try all the RM9.90 t-shirts... then as i went in, there was an auntie checking herself out in the mirror, she was trying a spaghetti top, and she asked me my opinion. She asked if she looked okay as she felt that she was fat. I told her that she looked nice and it was even a little loose on her.. hehehe :-) and it actually made her happy... I love making people happy! that's all, I am gonna sambung my psychology assignment. :-(

out of titles to think of

Have been busy busy busy with my cyber-p assignment. Due date is monday! and on Wednesday i will have another mid term test for microeconomics, and on friday, due date for psychology assignment. Have no time for afternoon naps!

Well, i should not bore this blog post with boring stuff...

I shall blog about my birthday, which was last Monday! yeah i know so last week, but had no time to blog so now i wanna thank all my family and friends for remembering my birthday!

I shall post up some random pictures, and f.y.i pictures from my blog are usually blur because they are taken by my no mega pixel hand phone. hehe... when i bought my hand phone, i didn't care about the features at all, i just wanted a nice looking affordable phone that could make calls and messages, anything more than that would be an added bonus.



My family had a bbq dinner during my birthday weekend. I made Mash Potatoes! thats the gravy and the potatoes!
Lamb chop, mash potatoes and cold slaw ( made by my brothers). My brothers and I went to Tesco to get the bbq stuff, they even bought eel to bbq which was kinda gross...

My birthday present from my brothers, an IPOD! MJ said that if i lost it, i wouldn't get a present for 3 years. Mana boleh!! Hopefully i wont lose it, i haven't lost anything important to me lately...the last thing i lost was an eraser, hehehhehe!

Thats a box of chocolates from Kimi! I received a lot of chocolates this year... semua nak mengemukkan saya. hahaha..


check out my eraser pyramid... hehe, during pyschology boring giler, so my room mate and I arrange erasers like that. Its not easy, i have shaky hands!

I took this picture because i was only left with 70 cents once. Thats how sad it was. HAHA!!

And this is what i like to do with my hair mousse... i would draw a person and give him an afro hairstyle. hehe...

that's enough randomness for now. BYE

it makes my body goes bum bum bum

kuchi kuchi ho ta hei!

Yesterday i slipped and fall on my bum at CLC concourse :-( it was more embarrassing than painful, luckily no one was behind me, but some girls same me fall cause my room mate squeaked! haha, now my bum bum hurts.

There is a girl singing her lungs out a few doors away, and if you stay in an apartment like mine, haha, you better not. People giving her remarks like "BISING AH, and OI, Senyap la!"

The other time, there was a unit above mine having a party and they were putting on very VERY loud music, music is fine, but at way past midnight, and waking a lot of sleepy people up on a weekday, na ah, thats not very fine indeed when you are staying in an apartment. People started shouting at them, and the security went to shut them up.

I am gonna do a post of 10 things about me,

1) I am from a family of 3 siblings, that is 2 brothers and me. I have no sister, but Yen is like a sister to me, I love my family.

2) Yes i am the only girl, and no my parents doesn't spoil me, but that doesn't mean I cant be stuck up and whiny sometimes.

3) I was a Buddhist until i accepted Christ when i was form 3. Yes, i love Jesus, like a lot.

4) I have pretty much been average my whole life, i have never dared to try anything extreme, in other words, i am lame.

5) I think everyone knows this, I TALK A LOT, sometimes WAY too much.

6) I get high on life, sometimes i just start laughing and laughing.

7) Ever since i lived on my own, I have never drinked, smoked or do drugs.

8) I am easy to please.

9) But I am also highly sensitive and once you've hurt my feelings, I tend to hold a grudge against you, and not talk to you for some time, either that or I'll retaliate and be mean to you. (This is bad, i know)

10) I am strong headed. very. even my mum mengalah.

astalavista baby

Blog Layout Update!

I've changed my blog header, side profile picture and color scheme to shades of green and red to suit the upcoming holiday season.

I am so HAPPY! Shopping malls are all pretty with decorations and the air is filled with Christmas carols.

Come on we have to admit, it's everyone's most favorite time of the year!

Cheers..

that shoe!

I rarely dress my feet up in fancy shoes, most of the time it would be flats or slippers.

Once in a while i would indulge in heels or wedges.

Theres this shoe that i bought, yes it give me height, but ah!, the torture it costs my feet. Gives me blisters at the back. ARGH! I still wear it once in a while, have to put lots of plaster on the back of my feet the next time i consider to wear it again..

If i ever be a shoe designer or manufacturer i would definitely put comfort first...

And I am officially broke with 70 cents remaining, hopefully my dad banks in my allowance today....

My sims getting more and more cun... nowadays i just download body shop items, make them look hot, shift them in somewhere, and leave it. I will only resort to playing under very very bored circumstances, which happens to me a lot.

I sometimes miss my old self, but have i changed? i don't know, probably more stuck up. and reserved.

What can i eat with 70 cents... herm...... last time if i had 70 cents i could buy quite a lot of food from my kantin. Kuih was 20 cents each, Nasi Lemak, Mee Goreng all 50 cents only.

Now, i can buy probably one gardenia chocolate bun.

super duper sarah signing off.

I am glad that i have found you

No eyes has seen,
No ear has heard,
No mind has conceived,
What God has prepared for those who love him"

but God has revealed it to us by his spirit. "1Corinthians 2:9"

awwwwwww....

Just watched the holiday, loved it! Jude Law is so cute! it makes me go Awwwwwww!!

Hi people, how are you today?
If you are happy and had a great day,
I am happy for you too!

If you had a bad day,
Awwww,
don't worry it will turn for the better,
i have had some really bad days,
but the sun still shines after it rains!

look, so cute, awwww!

budak kecik dengan umbrella strawberry di cameron...awwww!

KIMI! HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!! awww, dah besar!

This is officially my crappy aww aww post.

up and down and all around

Yesterday I was talking to a friend, and he thinks that life sucks and is complicated.

I told him to not take things so hard, and chill.

BUT LIFE DOES SUCKS AND IT IS COMLICATED!

Okay my life isn’t complicated and I thank god for that,

But it sucks.

I just came back from sushi king, and I was waiting and waiting for my tempura udon to come so I didn’t eat much sushi.

Wait…wait….wait…after like an hour,

Then I asked my friend who happened to be working there, eih why so long ah?

He asked the kitchen then came to check my bill,

They didn’t write it down on the bill apparently.

See, life sucks,

I think god thinks I need to lose weight,

But then that didn’t work either,

Cause I didn’t get to eat my tempura udon,

I went to get secret recipe cake,

so I gained more fat after eating the cake,

So maybe I think he wants me to save money,

Cause tempura udon is like rm11.90 and carrot cake is like rm4.50,

But I’m wrong again,

Cause today my friend suppose to belanja me makan at sushi king,

See LIFE SUCKS!

Not all the time though :-)

Time flies, yes, everyone knows it.

I won’t be in Kluang anymore tomorrow, ill be starting my second semester, so I’m returning to Malacca.

Having been at the place where I grew up my whole life these past two weeks have been truly enjoyable.

I was going through my box, where I keep all my stuff, and I realized that I’ve been truly blessed with caring people around me.

There are so many letters from people who were once and still are part of my life, here are some of them,

This one is from Rui Shuang, dated 27/09/04 and it part of it says,

Sarah, Thanks for your letter the other day…well, PMR is really really near. How’s your preparation? You are that kind of happy go lucky…So, you don’t have to study, just be happy. Haha, no matter what, I think, we have to put some effort in order to gain something. All of us have been studying really hard for these few weeks and I’m sure you can get execellent results. Let’s pray that both of us get good results and most importantly cannot fall sick..

Good luck and all the best!

Rui Shuang 10.19 p.m

Rui Shuang was one of my close friends in secondary school, she was a caring and supportive friend.

This is from Jeanette, dated 16/12/3005, but it was handed to me after a year she wrote it, it says,

Hi Sarah,

I just wanted to drop a note of encouragement to you. I’m really glad that you made the choice to become a Christian. However, I just want to remind you that there’s a long way more to go girl! It’s not just about attending YF or games, but really experiencing God’s work and power in your life. Don’t be afraid, things are always in Gods hands, trust and take heart, he IS there for you, this is called faith,

Adios, Jeanette.

Jeanette was one of my few Christians friends in class, I am forever thankful to them for being part of my journey of knowing God.

And of course, I have a fair share of letters and cards from my best friend, Kiran, she gave me a card before I left for MMU,

Hey, best of luck girl! I know you’re gonna rock MMU..but don’t forget me…aight? To love and youth! Take care gorgeous, and make sure to eat plenty of vitamins! K! love, Kiran.

Thanks for being there for me sweetie!

And it is always nice to be remembered during your birthday, this is from Yi Lian,

Happy Birthday Sarah! Haha, now not 14 already wor. Wish you got a very very very happy birthday..then hor become slim slim, always happy, get improvement in everything, then horr, aiyoh, difficult to say leh, so now I give u a golden wishing star, you can wish for anything you like…(then she drew a star)

It’s always nice receiving letters and cards, and this are part of my collection. They are so warm and meaningful, and reading them back brings memories and beautiful flashbacks of my past.

Things written in black and white always bring more value.

Although there are so much more that I have in mind to write, its 3 a.m, so I shall continue another day.

Thankful from my heart, sarah.

-_-

Today i went out with camille for bowling and lepak-lepak since we rotting at home,
and i had the most embarrassing bowling moment,

i bowled like normal,
and i dropped the bowling ball while bowling,
maybe you don't think it's embarrassing la,
but it really is,
cause u like selamba in the process of going to bowl,
with the kononnya bowling action,
and the thing just slip off my fingers,
and ended up somewhere else,
and the guys next to my alley was like laughing at me k

and the tako hut where i wanted to eat takoyaki was closed. BOO!!!!

tomorrow mummy cooking asam laksa for me!!
and never watch people cook at wee hours in the morning cause it makes u salivate.

today's haul: short pants, lip balm, nail buffer( i made my mum and dad's nail shiny already) thats all!

byebye!

Cameron part 2

This post is so overdue.
No motivation to post.

But since my friends are going there for the holidays, ill post this up to show them a rough idea where to go and stuff,

So the second day was mostly about visiting places of interest in Cameron. One day is enough for me, but it was a little bit rushing.

First stop was the bee farm

Look i found the giant queen bee!

Next up, no Cameron trip would be complete without visiting the BOH tea center, where u can visit the tea plantations, see how they transform tea leaves into tea powder in the factory, buy tea, drink tea, fall in love with tea....

Look the tea plucker's, no la, actually there are no more tea plucker's, its done by a machine nowadays

Then we went to the butterfly farm, where they have a lot of Raja Brooke butterflies species

pretty right? u can just hold them and put them on your body and they wont move, i think the cold weather makes them lazy.

kimi and yen and the rest of the butterflies, yen u look like you're gonna hit someone

Next cactus valley… it’s a nice place with nice landscapenice tomatoes.....okay lazy to upload more pictures, connection way too slow.

STOP

In this selfish world of ours,

Sometimes we just need to STOP thinking about ourselves,

And start thinking about others,

It’s like moment like this when I spent time with you one on one,

Hoping for nothing,

but the better.

*shine shine*

what i wore today?

tralalalala.....

-old shirt i found in my closet
-vest tailor-made ( my auntie, yen mei's mum is really good at sewing)
-lady-like jeans
-padini bag (yen mei gave for my birthday and christmas)

make up,
-johnson's face powder
-blue eyeliner
-dark blue eyeshadow over eyeliner to make it last longer
-sky high curves by maybelline mascara
-lip ice grape and blackcurrant for the lips
-blusher

i met up with my ex-classmates today :-) they are having their stpm exams soon, hope that they will do well!

mum's comment for today: 1) why u use so much eyeliner on the bottom of your eyes?
2) Du ni gila kah ambik gambar sendiri malam-malam ni?

I baked a pie and i liked it, tasted like cinnamon chapstick

Yen Mei, i was inspired by your pie baking and thought ill try it out myself :-)

And it turned out pretty well…

My dad said it was so delicious that he needed to drink water because he nearly chocked.

Can someone please point out the relevance between delicious and drinking water or worst still getting chocked? Hmmmph..

I googled the recipe, apple pie and followed the exact recipe and it turned out good!

This is the website if you’re interested, http://www.myhomecooking.net/apple-pie/

my apple pie!

my half gone apple pie!

oh, i had some remaining pastry, so i made a mini blueberry, strawberry and passion fruit jam pie which i ate with vanilla ice cream!

yUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuUmMMMMMMmmmmYyyYYYY!

hello people!

I came back from Cameron, and i'll blog about the first day when we arrived...

This is the apartment, that 6 of us including myself stayed in!Thats the kitchen and the dining area...

This is the living room...very cosy cause it has a carpet, and the tv has astro on it too.... the first night we were watching this malay show where this woman practised black magic and then she became really ugly cause she had this skin disease, and our friend Alvin told us about all kinds of black magic...kinda creepy!

That's the pasar malam in Berinchang. On saturday, the pasar malam will be in Berinchang, on Sunday, it will be in Tanah Rata, which is one of the main town in Cameron...

They have a lot of deep fried stuff, like deep fried tapioca, deep fried mushrooms and so on...

This is a distorted strawberry that ended in my tummy!

the deep fried stuff i was talking about..That's Alvin and my cousin, yen who is sucking a strawberry popsicle, YUMMY! must get, and it only cost 1 ringgit each. And yen bought the cool hat she is wearing in Cameron too...
Guess what i bought, i bought ROSES! hehehhe, yeah but sadly they are dead now, my mum say want to make compost with them. -_-, i said make pot potpourri also better right make compost pulak....

GUESS HOW MUCH FOR 3 BUNCH OF ROSES LIKE THAT?
those who know dont guess k!
so that's the end of part one, will blog about part 2 later...

YIPEE!!!

I have finished my exams,
and i am very happy,
because i am very happy,
i shall post a very happy but UGLY picture of me!

EMBRACE YOURSELVES!


WeEeeeeeEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEe! my innocent roommate tengah sms. HEHEHEHHE, bye going cameron!

its 3 am, and i havent packed my stuff...i purposely wanna sleep late cause i just ate a burger. YES I THINK IM FAT! and no im not aneroxic..

rants...

I love it when the breeze blows gently against my face as I walk back from the exam hall, and think, 5 papers down, just one more to go…

Going to Cameron highlands for a break after my exams on the 18th, and looking forward to going back to Kluang for my holidays after so long…

But everytime I step into my house in Kluang, I have the déjàvu feeling of hearing Mushroom’s bell clattering around, him chasing after me if I go into the kitchen…… I can go on and on and on about how much I miss my cat because I simply,

CAN’T GET OVER MY CAT!

tambahan dengan benda benda di sekitar yang reminds me of him, there was this kitten at CLC where I studied the few nights before, make me miss him even more.

BABI LA MUSHROOM U DISAPPEAR, BABI BETUL! (sorry)

The end, hmm, how la a positive post become negative, actually my initial plan was just to post this,

I love it when the breeze blows gently against my face as I walk back from the exam hall, and think, 5 papers down, just one more to go…

Going to Cameron highlands for a break after my exams on the 18th, and looking forward to going back to Kluang for my holidays after so long…

P.S : Kluang people i coming back soon k! make sure we catch up!

Family

My house has been so meriah, full with people, to the extend that I am chased out of my own room and I have to sleep in the spare room. Okay that doesn’t really describe it. SO I am gonna try again.

My house has been so meriah, full with people, to the extend that my stomach is full to the brim cause they cook all the time to impress the guests and there was once I coughed and I literally puked in my mouth cause I was so full. (Eww, I know)

Ya, my house has been so meriah, plus the raya holidays and all. Orang Melayu sibuk raya, kita orang cina pun sibuk juga. We even had rendang, lemang, and ketupat. My mum makes THE BEST RENDANG!

Due to my Peranakan family background, mum inherited the cooking genes, hopefully I inherited some too. Yeah Peranakan women stay in the kitchen for the whole day and cook and cook and cook.

So we had a lot of food, including my mum’s famous popiah, yummy, I had 5 I think.

So there was a massive gathering at my house, , my mum’s side of the family flocked over to my house, everyone came, the adults, the teenager, and the children. OH!!! Talking about the children,THEY ARE PURE EVIL!

My cousin poured water into my ear while I was asleep, and there was this incident his sister tickled him till he couldn’t contain his bladder, and he had to pee on the mattress, and worst thing I had pee on my pants too.
I got so pissed off, that I threw a pillow into his face, and guess what; he threw it back at me. And that was not the end, they got so high, the brother tickled the sister back, and the sister pissed on the bed too! WALAO SO YOUNG CANT HOLD BLADDER ALREADY OLD PISS EVERYWHERE LA!

I told my auntie if I had a son as naughty as him, I would tape him with duck tape around the chair or to the wall, and if he makes noise ill tape his mouth too.

Or why waste so much energy taping him up right? Ill just throw him to my husband, and go for a holiday….

Part of the kemeriahan

But all in all, it was good spending time with my family, rather than one day we walk past each other by the road side, and we dont even know we are related!

I am slightly unhappy because I have gastric pain, I have an exam to sit for, in like 3 days time.

Yikes!!!!!!!!

TOLONG BERDOA UNTUK SAYA K! thanks so muchies! XOXO

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BubbleEvolution

Bubblegum used: Chupa Chupa Orange Flavour (RM1.20)
P.S: No bubble gum was injured during the making of this post.

I cinta bike rides

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ can u feel the breeze in my face~~

I followed my roomie and other friends back to Muar for the mid autumn festival to eat moon cake, steamboat and play tanglung aka lantern.

My roomie knows how to ride a bike, so she brought me pusing around her kampung....

In her room, there was this container of erasers. I WAS LIKE WHOA~~~ remember those erasers you collect from buying the mamee snack.. i think there was like a few hundred of those erasers, how could you eat so much mamee!

These are my favourite ones among her collection. the giraffe, my little pony, christmas tree(how cute) and the candy cane... Okay, not exactly her collection, her brother's to be exact but he didn't want them anymore so he passed it on to her.

It was full moon.. see so round even my no megapixel handphone camera also can capture..

lanterns.....we walked around the neighbourhood, and i think we were the only ones carrying lantern. How weird.. Anyways i had fun.... :-)

I am back

Today my management presentation went well, my lecturer liked the video. So all is good!
I spent my 4 days at home eating and eating and eating,
When I am not eating I think of what to eat.
Okay I did write a drama script for my Malaysian studies play and also I prepared the video.
Other than that, I played The Sims.
I got nothing to blog about la, so ill blog about my mum, since she is funny.
The other day when I was about to take my shower, I discovered a HUGE spider in my bathroom.
So I ran out and asked my mother to chase it away for me.
She was watching TV so she asked me to chase it away myself.
So I tak puas hati then I said, FINE, if the spider bite me and I die, you don’t regret. ( I like making people feel guilty)
So I went to shower, after a few minutes she started yelling my name “SARAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”
Hahaha, I didn’t answer.
Then she shouted again “SARAHHHHHHHHHHH”
Fine I replied, “I AM NOT DEAD!”
The end.

The eight rulers of malaccan sultanate

i think i just flunked my malaysian studies...

huhuhu...

so sad case..

i think its because i kinda made fun of the 8 sultan of the Malacca sultanate.

not really made fun la,

in the text, they keep referring them as the eight rulers of malacca,

so i kept having this picture in mind i drew it out,

-_-

An expression like this comes naturally to me.

Yesterday when i was back home, i was going through old albums. I like looking back at old photographs, somehow i dont get bored no matter how many times ive gone through the same album.

Then i came across a group picture of my cousins and I, and i went like Hey! doesn't this expression of me looks familiar?

No wonder la expressions like that comes naturally to me, from small kena buli ady. This picture is so cute, we are all in pyjamas.

I do not like to be alone

Some random picture of me

Today was pretty hectic, I woke up really early, like seven something, cause my mum came into my room and murmured something like,
“ Anak aku ini pucat la, Sarah why is you’re lips so pale”
Groggy me “ Can you not talk to me, I am sleeping”

Continued sleeping like a pig, and she came into my room again and said something about me being pale again and I had to take iron tablets.

Then when I finally had to wake up at 10 cause I was going to watch some Avril Lavigne Wannabe competition in Dataran, we have a hardcore Avril fan at church named Jessica who loves Avril, So after I woke up, I went straight to find my mum and told her,

“Can you not come and talk to me when I’m sleeping, the word PUCAT was repeatedly rewinding over and over in my mind for the remaining three hours of sleep”

I know I blog about completely random stuff, but my wish la it’s my blog right. (shiok sendiri statement)

So I went to Dataran, and heard the Girlfriend song like a million times, there were girls with fish net stocking and neck ties, I seriously don’t have the slightest interest in Avril.

After that went to church for practice, then went back.

Moving on to being alone part… My parents went to KL for my dad’s boss open house, I lazy to go, so I stayed at home alone, I couldn’t go chill at my cousins place because they had some dinner at some Baba Nyonya association.

So I was alone at home. I made milo pancakes for dinner although I wasn’t hungry. I ATE SERIOUSLY SO MUCH FOOD! Lets make a list of what I ate today,
· Big apple donut
· One kuih bahulu
· Mien fen kau
· Hot dog bread
· Mamee monster
· Milo pancakes drizzled with blueberry sauce
· Keropok ikan and udang that I fried yesterday
· Durian
Okay, that’s not too bad, I can eat more than that.

Yeah, about me being alone, so I watched tv for a bit, then when I was doing my business in my toilet, I talked to my self, I don’t know about you, but I talk to myself like a lot a lot, like verbally!

So I was talking about mosquitoes cause I saw two big bites on my thigh, and about being self conscious, and how god made me in his liking, so I cant be self conscious, and a whole lot more.

So when I finally was done talking to myself verbally, I went to shower, then TV, then my cousin came back, so now I am at her house blogging!

THE END!




P.S:Oh i read in the paper today, in the pets section, that cats are emotionless. HAHAHA, but its also trendy to have a cat. WOOHOO!! i am trendy, although my emotionless cat is missing in action.


-_-