hey guys!

hey! i just got back from the hospital and I'm leaking off my cousins internet.

So here's an update on my pup pup.

The operation was a success, it took almost 9 hours, there was some complications but my dad's okay!

He is now recovering miraculously fast, he had his op on Saturday, and today he has started walking a few steps. He has too for blood circulation. Currently he is handling it well!

Just now me and my mum even brought him downstairs on the wheel chair for some fresh air! He isn't allowed to drink and eat yet and is depending on drip. Once he is able to eat and drink like normal, we can bring him home, which is estimated in a week.

I want to thank everyone who has gave me and my family the much needed support, my church youth and friends! THANK YOU SO MUCH GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!! thanks for all your prayers!!

Will update in a bit!

update!

Dad's condition is not good,
his operation has been brought forward to this Saturday.

It will be a major operation, and i hope everything will go accordingly to plan.
Tomorrow he will be warded in Pantai hospital.

Please keep him in your prayers, and for my mum too, to be strong.

hey

Its the holidays!
i hope everyone's having a blast.

haven't been updating,
i am just not,
motivated.

I think i got stabbed in my heart,
and the knife is still there.

If i get to choose,
ill take the bullet in my brain,
and at least be brain dead,
then ill be emotionless.

Happy Birthday PA! i love u everyday not just on your birthday!

Everyone asks me to talk positive things when Im with my dad, its not so easy having the sick talk with him, it is the tear driving zone for me...

pa is so so negative, i was playing with him by calling him his home name,
NARDI! NARDI!

he said,
NARDI NARDI SUDAH MAU MATI!

-_-

bye.
adios.
i hate my life now.
literally.
other than the good food i have at home.
yeah.