have a bigger heart

insecurities has got to be one of the sickest feeling ever.
in order to love and to be loved, one has to start loving ones self first.

<3 love thyself <3 love thyself <3 love thyself <3 love thyself <3

growing up

Are you sleeping?

No.

I have a question to ask you.

What?

Are you just being stubborn, that's why you refuse to listen to me?

No.

Then what is it?

I don't know.

I don't like talking to you like a child. You're making me talk to you like a child. I don't like it. I talk to you like a grown up and you don't understand. You have to freaking start growing up! 

Why are you so mean to me? You don't get me!

I'm treating you like a grown up! If i treat you like a child, you'll never grow up! So stop acting like a child.

I'm trying....it takes time.

giving

my mummy always said,
when you give,
you give with all your heart.

Only then you will not expect anything in return.

my ginger bread man

This is a very very late post-Christmas eve picture entry...oh well better late than never :)

i think my nose has developed permanent lines cause i do that expression a lot

j.co yogurt is bliss

cooking and food heals my soul

my fellow ginger bread man :)

pasta and potato casserole dish i came up with

yens delightful chicken!

awesome company

Ju brought home some balloons! I remember for my 18th birthday, van got me a bunch of helium balloons for me to let go into the sky. I have a thing for balloons, they make me happy. I'll let them go into the sky and watch them go higher and higher until i can no longer see them. I wonder how high a helium balloon can go, hmmmm........

you are brighter than the stars

I haven't been blogging much, sorta lost my blogging mojo...
Much have happened in the last few weeks, and it has helped me become stronger as a person.

For my dad's sixtieth birthday, all he wish for was to not receive treatment anymore.
we support him, and we'll be there with him until the very end.

life is a journey, with an ending.
How would you live your life knowing it would end soon?
I would live it as how i lived my whole life :)

new year blues

emotionally and physically drained.

need to be strong.

need to persevere.

need to survive the week.