woot woot

 

woot woot, one more paper at 9 am then i am done for  finals!

can't wait for the holidays! need to catch up with my loved ones and then next sem would be my final sem!

3 months to go! 

XOXO

invisible summer

In the midst of winter, i found there was, within me, an invisible summer , Alber Camus

fun in the sun

Everytime Camille and I have our photo shoot for our online blog, we would find it difficult to come up with various poses to sell the garment. But after that we would take a break and fool around, taking candid pictures, and that comes naturally to us, its lots of fun! 

She will be going for her industrial training next sememster, so she wont be around : ( we would still continue our blog, just have to find time to meet up to take pictures.

If you would like to visit my blogshop, its www.cosmostrings.blogspot.com! There is an ongoing sale too!

V day

Valentines day took a different spin this year. Spent it with him and friends! :) I couldn't ask for more, taking a day off from reality and having a good time. I need to break free sometimes, but on other days guilt eats me up where i think i shouldn't be.

hmmm.

Fluttering humming bird

The humming bird flies in the shape of the infinity symbol which represents continuity and eternity.

About 3 months ago,i met this guy at a Halloween party.
Now this same guy makes me happy.

:-)))

just like the stars above my head

Unassuming,
Exhibiting no pretensions, boastfulness, or ostentation; modest

He thinks i am unassuming

february begins

The rain has finally stopped. This morning i was waken by sunlight peeking through my window.

As i sit under this old tree,the wind blowing against my face and ants creeping on top of me, i cant help to think of how quick time has passed. Its February! January swooshed by as i handed in my final year project.

Also how fast my dad's health has deteriorated the past three weeks. He is not not able to walk as he has difficulties breathing.  The other day i while i was sitting in front of him, i was thinking, i could barely recognize my own father. He is stick thin, the effect of not being able to eat. The last few days i sat with him through his meals. He craves for certain food, but sticks to steamed fish mainly. Today, he wanted to eat grilled cencaru with lime and onion sauce, just like the ones we find at ikan bakar places. He finished his first fish and said, Sarah, get me another half a fish! I was delighted. Today was a good day. I think he's happy his children are back. Some days, not too good.

The other day, we were discussing faith. He talked about how Chinese people are versatile,although Buddhist they believe in other gods as well, for example my grandma would bring them to the Hindu God, witness the procession of chariots. And how on one incident some people made fun of the god and they ended up in a trance thus every year they would need to break coconuts to appease the gods.

And then he moved on to Islam and Christianity. He said, I pray to Jesus Christ you know. More than to Buddha. My dad, who never believed in Jesus Christ, prays to him. He said, he is a savior, i pray to him. I don't really pray to Buddha cause Buddha has already passed on. Jesus is among us. Do you think just cause i am not a christian i will go to hell? I don't think so. He adds on.

I think a good man like you will have a place in heaven :) for sure