huhuhuhu ;-(

I am so sad not emo, but so sad. HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUHUH *stomps feet on the floor*

I have an ulcer on my tongue huhuhuhu

and my phone died on me, huhuhuhuhu

not really, the lcd spoil so now its all white and i can't see anything.

why does it always happen to me? last time my phone also lcd always die one. HUHUHUUHU

my phone is a slide phone, so just now when i slide the thing i feel like not smooth, so i keep sliding up and down,

and it died on me.

WHY!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i so malas want to go betulkan but i got no money to buy a new phone :-((((((

LALA

what is the first thing that comes to your mind when you think of the word lala?

different minds really do work differently, yesterday at church i randomly said lala...

And i was thinking of the teletubbies lala, the yellow one

Chi was thinking of the ah lians who dresses very lala,

and ah Hwei was thinking of the seafood lala

lalallalalalaallala

totally random statement i thought of : are you mixed? yes, i am mixed between a man and a woman. HAHAHHAHA

oooo la la

I had the ZOMG MOST AWESOME DREAM!

My brothers, cousins and i went scuba diving and we saw really cool stuff.. there were this red larva thing floating around!

AND THEN, we saw a shark, so we swam verrryyyyyyyy sssssloooooooowwwlyyyyyyyyy, cause my brother said that by swimming slowly the shark will just swim past us, which was true.

And the the coolest part was that there was an underwater souvenir shop and i bought a dress, how strange, there were other cool stuff in there as well...

And then i was back home, and someone proposed to me with a ZOMG AWESOME RING! He ( with the blur face) proposed on one knee and then i said yes, and (this part very sad), the ring couldn't fit into my fat fingers, not even my pinky. HUHUHUU, so sad case....

And my house was having a party or something.

so it was the most awesome dream with a combonition of many thingss.... YEAH!!

i wanna go shopping for a sand castle kit, with a spade, pail and other stuff and a frisbee.. aloha ouuiii aloha ouuiii * swifts hands to the side*

laundry disaster

I really shouldn't do my own laundry,
everytime i do my own laundry, my white clothes surely get stained cause some of my colored clothes runs (turun warna)

Its actually very simple, i just have to separate my whites from my colored ones, but i always forget.

I suck at two house chores, doing my laundry (unless i use the washing machine) and ironing.

Today some big shot came to Melaka i think, i heard its the YDPA, i saw enough fireworks from my apartment today that could last me a life time, too long until i got sick of it.

i messaged my mom, Mae the ydpa is in town and there are a lot of fireworks, she replied oh i didn't know he would be in melaka, send my regards to him then dengan selambanya.

ok bye

twilight

I just watched that movie, and my that vampire's house so freaking cool! like my dream house, high ceiling, big glass windows.

i am too lazy to bath. before you all judge me, i have been bathing a lot lately, on an average of twice a day.

I like bathing, but i don't like the process of having to bath, if you get what i mean, i think my roomie terpengaruh with me already, we would sit in our towels for hours and hours and we would remind each other that it is late and we should bath..

Bathing is over rated la seriously.

I miss my cat la.

hehehehe bunny ears

yen posted on how she did a bunny pose! and i was browsing my pictures and came across one that looked like it...

not really bunny ears but you looked like you were doing bunny ears with your hair. HAHHAHAHA

I am so fickle minded

one second i decide to do this,
the next, i will decide to do something the other way round.

errr, i have decided to continue staying where i am right now,
for some of you, i told you guys i was shifting right,
i decided not too,
because....

at first i wanted to shift to UG to take up the single room,
and that would cost RM270 excluding utility bills.
my mum asked me if that room was worth 270, as 270 is a bit expensive for Malacca rate,
i said yes, because i honestly think 270 is a bit expensive for a small room,
and plus all the utility bills it could easily come up to 300 over.

And sooooooooo (like how sharma says it) the feeling of guilt took over me,
my mum and dad didn't say no,
but my dad would have to fork out extra money for me,
when he could use the extra money for his check-ups and all that,
it isn't a lot of money, but i suppose a little bit of money do make a difference sometimes when u need it.

so yeah, i signed the agreement to stay in ixora for another year. BOO HOO!
I hoped i made the right decision, as i did pray about it.

oh btw, my french drama went fine.
and i have flu, AH CHOOOOO!

Happy good friday!!!

can someone please suscribe me a happy pil?

Today is so depressing, i don't know why but I've been acting really meanly and bitchy, i swear its the hormones.

my friend asked me what donut flavour i wanted, and i replied don't get me any, i swear if you get me any i would throw it out the window.

like what is wrong with me?

i am doomed for life

I went to adyla's blog and read this depressing and sad story...

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'


One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.


He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind.
The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

so freaking sad right, i can so cry right now.

i hate french, i don't want to rehearse my stupid french script.

caterpillar spots

the yellow caterpillar like green leaves,
and the green caterpillar likes yellow leaves,

the yellow caterpillar is fine with the green caterpillar liking yellow leaves because he accepts the green caterpillar as he is,

but the green caterpillar is disgusted with the fact that the yellow caterpillar likes green leaves and loathes at the yellow caterpillar.

the yellow caterpillar is sad because she has a fragile caterpillar heart.

so the yellow caterpillar ate as much green leaves as her caterpillar stomach could contain because she was heartbroken.